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Isolation

I feel like lately, I have really been isolated from people.

 

I mean, I hang out with my best friend…but that’s about it.

 

 

I’ve been so sick lately that all I can do is stay home, but since no one ever really comes here it’s just isolating. I don’t have the energy to go out. I don’t have the energy to drive.  I just don’t…anything.

 

This isolation has only made my depression increase. I wish I could be holding my baby now…at least feel it kick.

 

I really do miss being happy. I can’t remember the last time that I was genuinely happy without the slightest twinge of depression. I’m pretty sure I was a child.

 

 

It’s not as easy as just snapping out of it.

 

 

I know things will work out for me eventually. I know things will get better eventually.

 

 

I just wish this isolation was less suffocating.

 

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